Summer Loving.

Daniel Youwin - Sometimes I wonder what drugs he has to take to put up with me.

17/1 - Bondi Beach
Went to Bondi Beach with Daniel Youwin, Michael Lai and Jenny Phan because we felt like it. Turns out it was "Tumblr Meet-up" as well. The weather was kind of weird when we got there, it was hot though there were strong winds. The waves were huge and the water had so much salt in it. The sun kept disappearing, but that didn't stop us from swimming.

Ran into old friends who I've missed, caught up with many and met new faces. There were quite a few cutie's that I met and ran into. :-$

THE NEWLYWEDS

15/1 - Ricky and Angie's wedding
The cutest couple. They've been together for 10 years. Primary school crushes and first valentine.
The wedding was a bore at first, I dread waiting for food to arrive. I spent the first hour and a half Facebooking with Peter who sat a table across from me, whining about being hungry - we were going to go and grab a chicken roll, but then food arrived at my table first. Oh the joy of shoving food into my face whilst Peter is staring in envy.

Everyone looked so good dressed up - there were many familiar faces so it was fun. Each table received a bottle of Hennessey and Verdi champagne each. By 11pm, we were all together on a table drinking. As people were leaving, we were getting up in seek of other bottles that we could take. It was fun spending time with the old bunch again - we'll be together @Nathan's wedding next week also. Yay! And for the first time at a wedding, we actually danced.


Kylie Nguyen

I attempted to do my own make-up for the first time, and it turned out pretty decent.

Back: Larisa Nguyen, Trang Nguyen, Lynh's older sister, Lynh Tran, Angie Tang
Front: Duy Tran, Larry Nguyen, Myself, Katrina Dang, Jimmy Le, Dylan Nguyen, Lachlan Nguyen

Dance Floor.

mesmerize

11/1 - Joseph Giang's welcome home dinner
We met up at Twelve Spices Thai Laos Restaurant and pigged out. Catching up with the group was good fun. Then headed to Brendan's house to hang out and drink - no one even ended up drinking 'cos everyone was so tired, so myself and Joseph shared Green Fairy and Sprite. I've missed that boy and his silly jokes.



13/1 - Last minute wedding preparation shopping
I purchased my Roc Spree's in the style of Jeffrey Campbell's Mary Roks - simply because I couldn't wait to get my hands on them, I have no patients in waiting for them to restock my size in black and because these babies were on sale for 20% even though they're new arrivals.

Still waiting for the Jeffrey Campbell Mariel's to restock. If it's not anytime sooner, I'm going to cry a river. Also waiting to see if I've won the bidding on Lover's hi-waisted bikini. I'm excited. Some people are calling me crazy 'cos I'm spending $120 n a bikini.

Castle Walls.

Happy belated New Years, everyone! 2010 was definitely a roller coaster ride, filled with fun, laughter, drama, tears and what not. Let's hope that 2011 will bring us the best of what it has ahead of us. New Years Eve is definitely not a celebration I enjoy, I've made too many mistakes on these nights, left too many people hanging, and made the wrong choices and decisions. But nevertheless, it's a new year with new things to experience, new people to meet, new friendships to evolve or break and a whole new year of schooling.

Lately I've been neglecting my blog because I have absolutely no inspiration or anything to blog about. I've also been absolutely lazy with outfit posts and what not. I don't think I'd been posting any time soon either - unless Vinh wants to go out and have a photo shoot soon.

I hope you all enjoy the rest of your holidays! xx

The few I love that I spent New Years Eve with:

Tommy Ha:

The boy who puts up with my whining and sooking. The one that listens to what I have to say. The boy that hasn't once judged me because of my wrong actions. The one in the group that sticks by me through thick and thin. The only one who knows how I feel, being there for me throughout everything that has occur within the situation over these past 17 months. The one who makes me happy on my worst days during our outings. And the one that forgives me for my wrong actions and decisions.

Johnny Tran:

The one who stood by me through thick and thin through the past 4 months have we've known each other for. The one that still believed in me when I didn't believe in myself. The one who waited for me, although I had no idea in what to say to not break his heart. The one I can still count on even if our friendship isn't the same anymore. The one who cares even when I stopped caring.

The boys:

Amazing boys who are incredible in their own individual ways. I'm surprised they're all still alive after putting up with the amount of sooking and whining I've done over these past 2 years. Friends who forgave me, and stood by me. The ones that are there no matter what happens. I love you guys ,even though I don't appreciate you guys at times.

Jenny Phan:

We use to be enemies, back in the days when I use to bully you and treat you like shit at Viet school. And then we started to know each other, and became close friends - best friends. Things changed and people changed and we drifted. But somehow, we always end up being close again. I don't know what I would do without you, especially these past couple of months. You're someone I can trust. We definitely know how to have fun, no matter what the situation is. Whether that be traveling around the world on public transport for 3 hours, being stranded at my place, or partying hard, sculling bottle of Vodka. I love you, lots!

Emnetty Vo:

We make many mistakes together, but at the end of the day we stick by each other, no matter how bad the day has gone, and how many mistakes we've made. We're able to talk about everything and anything. We're a trio with Jenny. I love you!

I don't want to go all mushy and lovey dovey, but guys, I love you all - even those who aren't included in these photos, and everyone else who has been there for me throughout the past years of our friendship - includes: Vivienne Kongvongsa, the group - Brendan Bui, Alan Truong, Joseph Giang, Wendy Huynh etc (there are far too many of you to name), Michael Luong, my best of friends: Samantha Nguyen, Rachel Lay-Tji and Phillay Tran, John Kim, David Ho, and the rest of you, you know who you are! Thank you for everything these past few years. We're going to stick together through the rest of this year, and however many years there is left planned ahead of us. We make a good team, even if we fight and argue half of the time. ♥♥♥
On another note:
I'm waiting for my online purchases to arrive, but it's taking it's time. I'm definitely going wedges crazy this summer. I'm waiting for Solestruck to restock it's Jeffrey Campbell collection, because I am helplessly waiting for my desired pair to have my size again.

Shoes by Siren; Dress designed and made by myself; Clutch by Sisley; Accessories by Forever New and Lovisa.

A few photos from Formal last night.
Coming home from school, and knowing you having so little time to get ready for such a big night, that was definitely a worry. Getting ready was fun, thank for the make-up Rachel, I love you.

The night was different from how I had expected it to be, but overall it was a good night, although shit went down, but then again the slut brough it all upon herself. Some of the people there were the sweetest. Basically everyone there was 180cm+, which totally sucks when you're only 165cm with heels. Everyone looked amazing; there were few dresses I fell in love with, and the boys look so cute suited up.

And you,
To be honest, I don't know what I want, or what you want anymore either. Stop playing around. Because from this point, you're no longer worth fighting for.

Where is the love?

I'm slowly pulling myself together. I have exams all of this week, and I'm not quite sure on how I'm going to cope. But I know that you're going to right beside me, as per usual. Keep me strong, and keep my head held high, please John.

I think I was overdressed for church, but I do not care. After mass, I decided to stay back, 'cos Andrew was being a rat, and also because Katrina and Simon were staying. We filled ourselves with food, and then had a little photo shoot session. Keeping it all natural. Can't you tell from the photos? Then Lil David came and picked me up. Thanks babe, hehe.

Time to go and try and study. I need to concentrate and focus.
I'm really missing you, and it hurts too much.

I hope you all enjoyed your weekend lovelies. xx

Trashed and Vodka.

Yesterday, I barely slept. But then woke up at 7am, to get ready for my uncle's funeral. I spent the day at church for his final mass, and then back to Rookwood Cemetery, yet again. He was getting cremated, after the ceremony, everyone went to the back to communicate with each other over tea/coffee/food for a wake. It was too much for me to handle, with everything that was already going on, so I went for a walk. And tried to set my mind to Alax's grave. I eventually found my way there.

I spent about half an hour sitting beside him, talking and letting a lot out. I could feel that John was there too. Remembering back to Alax's burial, when I was crying on his shoulder. I left them a bundle of roses, and singular lilies. I really miss you boys. It's all finally sinking in. I'm sure I'll be fine. I'm going to set my mind to it, and pull through. Promise.

I came home, and went straight to Hornsby to visit my aunty, so she could fix my braces. I was absolutely dead tired. But still pulled my lazy ass out to David's 20th birthday bash. It was a good night, overall. Anthony Merlin, you are beautiful, and I love you. Thank you for everything. It's been God knows how many years, 8-9-10? and you've still stood by me.

Do you guys like my costume? I made it. :-$ with the help of mama of course!

PS. Excuse the photos. Blame it on the alcohol. The punishment was "if you don't dress up, you have to take at least 3 absinthe shots straight". David wanted to watch me suffer, so strangled me and convinced me to drink it, and a whole load of other alcohol. Phong is still surprised over how I'm still standing after consuming so much.